Day 4: What am I afraid of?
There are many things that I have a fear of but there is one thing that I am afraid of. With all that has been going on with me medically, I have come to realize that I am completely afraid of losing my mind.
I don't want to lose my mind. I don't want to go crazy. I don't want to feel like I am no longer in control of my thoughts.
Having my memories slip away from is scary enough as it is, but to feel like I am going crazy, sends me into a panic that I cannot even put into words. The worst part is, I cannot even describe what it is that my mind does but it scares me to death. The scariest part about all of it is that I don't think there is anything that I can do to stop it...
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